ASK

Almost 8 years ago,I felt magic just looking straight into a chinky pair of eyes of a guy.I knew then it was love. But I never ask him from God because I just felt at that time,I have better things to pray for. And I don’t deserve him and that he’ll be happier with someone else. But recently,I read a book entitled How to Live a Life of Miracles written by Bro. Bo Sanchez. He wrote there that sometimes, we don’t ask because we think we don’t deserve what we’re asking of. Sometimes, we’re like that. We give up on love and other things because we think we don’t deserve it but we do… we really do. This made me realize that I do deserve his love and everything about him. And that no other woman can surpass the love I’ll forever offer him. All I need is to ask. So let us all ask… with our hearts in it. God hears… and in His own time… He answers!

This is long overdue I must say because I’ve always wanted to do this…but I got too busy with things that’s really irrelevant to mention.So I’d rather not talk about it (giggles). Anyways, since this is my very first entry,I thought of making this really special.So let me start with a very nice one.Last Wednesday,I thought my day will end as badly as it started. But my mom and I went to the Church to attend Holy Mass. It wasn’t the usual one though. The officiating priest made a very good and knowledgeable homily. He told of a man who used to go to Church and helped alot in the community.But one day,their son was diagnosed with cancer.So,he asked for God's healing,but his son still died.He was so devastated because he felt that he was serving helping people all his life and when he was asking for something from God,he didn't receive it.And so since then,he never went to Church again. He said that everything that happens in our lives are blessings from God. It comes in different forms or ways,may it be good or bad, it is still a blessing. Like for instance, you lost your job. Can you really believe that it is still a blessing?it’s hard right?Sometimes,we lose hope and wallow in self-pity but we only need to pray and ask God for guidance.Because only through Him that we can fully understand that it is a blessing…because from that you’ll learn to strive and find something which is better than what you had then.That’s how God works in our lives.His ways are always better because He only wants the best for us.